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why is it that everytime i visualise myself doing perfect backflips from whichever angle or views (especially first-person) i get an adrenaline rush, even though i'm sitting in front of my laptop, typing this? My legs get weak and warm and heart beats like I ran from a mad dog. I can visualise myself doing backflips crystal-clear though, even in slow-mo. I can imagine the feel and what not. I'm just scared to do it. I'll get it one day. Probably I'll just get coach's attention someday and throw a backflip. Maybe coach's attention is my motivation to not screw up. Haha..

Or perhaps I can use this tactic to get warmed up. adrenaline...