guess who isn't talking to me anymore.
yeap, it's my supposed closest friend.
it ended when i used the word 'uber'
she then said it was 'so singaporean ==" '
and i corrected her by saying it isn't, cos.. it isn't! it's cyber talk
and she said 'uhh yes. only singaporeans use that.'
and she mentioned smth about 'ah lians blogging.. uber this and that'
then she said 'suit yourself'
and then i was pretty pissed so i didn't say anything anymore.
So, what is uber?
| 1. | uber | 7146 up, 1039 down   |
| May 7, 2008 Urban Word of the Day The ultimate, above all, the best, top, something that nothing is better than. Also Über I'm Über confused... | ||
| 2. | Uber | 1843 up, 326 down |
| Term with literal meaning of "above" in German. Brought to the mainstream in the early 80's by hardcore American punk band, the Dead Kennedys when using the term in the anti-Californian government song "California Uber Alles", which is a take off the German motto of "Deustchland Uber Alles", which translates to "Germany above all." The term was picked up in their native California stomping grounds by the typical surfers and "punks" and extended from there to many teenagers, the majority of which use the term online. That was uber-lame. | ||
| 3. | uber | 1081 up, 238 down |
| (1) german word for "above" or "over" (correct spelling "über") (2) Became popular in the american language through its occurence in a phrase of the old nazi-time german anthem, re-used by punk bands ("california über alles") (3) Is now used as a substitute for "really" or "very" etc. (1) Ich sehe die Sterne über mir (I see the stars above me) (2) "...Deutschland über Alles..." (Germany above All Things) (3) This website is über-informative | ||
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=uber, viewed on 19/11/09
judging by the convo, she was confident in her answer, but that's ok.
what pissed me off was using words/expressions that's telling people 'yeah duh it's so obvious' or 'what? you didn't know that?'
sometimes i wonder whether the praises she gets around her has gotten to her head. so much that she believes in herself than she does others.
this isn't the first time she 'corrected' me the same way. other times, i would say something cheesy to like.. fit into the stupidity and just forget about it. and those times are like seriously plainly telling someone in their face 'you're stupid'. i've been UBER patient with her already, and i don't think i've said anything to piss her off, cos i'd usually think Thrice before sending anything to her, in 'fear' (that feeling.. you know la) that she'll say things to indirectly/unknowingly call me stupid.
..
good for her that it's her fortune to have high IQ and to have finished A levels already, and she's my age, but i think she should have some humility too. not only her of course, but everyone.
so, now that she's pissed with me or something, knowing her, she'll probably rant on about what a lousy friend i am, much less a 'best' friend, to her real best friend(s). cos she's done that to her other 'best friends' (guys only apparently. and i had to listen to her), what makes me so special that she won't?
piss her off and you're labelled enemy..
her doing of these things to other people, people she called 'friends' especially, would naturally invoke a feeling in any of her friends who's listening to feel insecure also what.
though before this, when i loved her so much, that even slightly more than a friend, i told her that, during sec 3 onwards that when she liked other guys or had bf(s), i'd get very jealous and protective. then she also said she would also be the same if i had a girlfriend. even then, my doubts were high; faith low, whether she said so just cos i said it to make me feel good, or did she just say it to like.. 'eh i also leh!' kinda thing.
and trust me, every word i tell her, is the truth and nothing but from the heart. it could also be that she also doubts me
srsly if she ever reads this -
if you ever read this, i hope you reflect
but i don't have very high expectations either, you'd probably be too angry to do so, or you'd have stop reading through halfway
O_o now how did 'she' become 'you'?
but then again, also she's so pissed with me she won't even care or visit my blog..
even when i'm her best friend, it's not like she does it everyday.. maybe once in two months
and mind, hardly anyone else ever does
then why am i still typing as though there is an audience? lol
well i guess they're just me and one or two of 'em
and i guess not let my command of english deteriote
oh well enough of her
if i were really mean i'd go on even more, but i'm not and still, me being pissed with her, i still want to keep this friendship and not add fuel to the fire
Mood:
Disappointed on the large ):
Sad... )':
Angered D:<
Frustrated also D:
now it's my mum.
i came home
i took my shower
i came out, only to find that my sister's pet terrapin soiled the floor with it's extremely putrid shit
i washed it with water, and i wet the kitchen floor thoroughly, well cos it's the kitchen
i washed it so my mum could cook in peace later and most of all, not complain
i didn't expect thanks from her, she never thanks me from the bottom of her heart
but how very wrong i was
then my mum came back and asked why it was so wet and i told her what i did
then she saw some small leaves on the floor and scolded me for not washing that part of the kitchen
wtf right
after like arguing halfway, i just said 'aaahhhhhh nevermind la nevermind la i wash la. i didn't even expect thanks from you, and you even scold me for washing the floor of the tortoise's shit for you out of good heart... how ungrateful'
srsly.. if it weren't for me, she'd had to bear that shit smell while cooking
and i tell you, it smells worse than ten rotting fishes
argh!!! are all women like that?! D:<
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