† -=Blood=- //\\// -=Rose=- †

just came back from the FOcamp and found my third aunt in my house! yay! she's a happy and bubbly person, anyone would like her! :D

anyway the camp.


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camp
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i didn't do anything much in the camp.
just floated around with liyan on the first night. talked much. mostly meaningless things. haha
we were desperately trying to past time.

my abrasion (which i got last friday) at my upper thigh got worse. told liyan about it and i used the word 'crotch'. hope she didn't get the wrong idea... ._.

went back to bunks. they watched iron man and i tried to sleep. after some minutes i couldn't take the cold and the noise anymore, i went to the clubhouse with much pain there to get the powder for my abrasion. as i stepped in, i heaved a sigh of relief and locked the door. got the powder at the desired place and set up my laptop, googling quick methods to treat abrasions. apparently none were quick. i lied on the couch and it felt heavenly. i thought to myself 'might as well just sleep here. get up in the morning quick and rush back before anyone notices'.

searched and downloaded an alarm clock program to wake me up cos i forgot to bring my phone with me.

round ten, sing hai came in. there goes my secret. oh well nevermind. my alarm rang few minutes later. didn't need the alarm afterall.

went back to the bunk with my lappy, powder and the chinese fans (in case the amazing race station ICs need them) and stayed there. was told to go to t12 and have brunch, but told them i couldn't and weixiang kindly brought up my rice. (:

stayed there for a long time. amazing race started and asked liyan who replaced me as GL. edwin or smth, an alumni member did.

alvin, jing xiu, shi min and raymond came into the bunk. watched movies with the projector. watched monga halfway and watched sherlock holmes. sherlock holmes was worth watching in the cinemas.. darn it!

and it was , time for dinner. they went jurong point while weixiang and i stayed in the bunk. jeez.
they came back. watch ip man and the mummy 3. and it was tom and jerry. tom and jerry ftw! and finally meet the spartans.
slept at the ending

woke, brushed teeth for the first time in camp. went around. played a little cnc and dmc. packed up, debriefed, went back to clubhouse to return stuff. played with weaps. went to sumo-house talked. went back and here i am.

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conclusion for the camp
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all i did was
- floater for night walk
- played some tom and jerry and some movies
- finished leftovers
- cleared up the bunk

didn't talk or 'bond' with the first years at all during camp.

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er..
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blue and meaningless

suhui said 'ask yourself why you joined wushu when u feel demoralised'
i asked myself and i answered myself, but i still feel as demoralised. why?
my existence in wushu seems meaningless


well k nvm bye