† -=Blood=- //\\// -=Rose=- †

i think i really need to put aside presidency and wushu to focus on my studies.

each time before a test, studying the for it the night before, i keep telling myself i'll study earlier and harder in future. it never happened. seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me? i keep telling myself to study, but it just doesn't ever fucking happens. and now, when all is too late, im just trying so desperately to cram it all inside but i kinda know i'll forget everything in the morning. i am such a piece of ruined shit. fuck this. fuck my complacency. fuck my lack of discipline. fuck my poor time management. fuck my last minuteness. fuck my fucks. ARRRRGHHHH FUCK THIS SHIT!

F.U.C.K.