† -=Blood=- //\\// -=Rose=- †

holy smokes! haven't updated this blog for a reaaaallllyy long time! not that i haven't got anything to say, just that i didn't bother. i mean, why type so much of the past right? (you'll be reading your own blog in the future) now, i just wanna live the moment. yes, that goes out to all you folks who like to take a picture of every passing moment saying 'omg!! this will look so good in our photo album of 'march bbq 2012'!!! and you spend more time with your camera than your friends.

okay, i didn't know where that went.

so, i'm gonna talk about this girl (this other girl)


she's a coursemate of one my wushu juniors.
she definitely is one of the prettiest girls i have ever met.

so one day, i tried to hit on her. despite being shit nervous, i went to talk to her.
m 'hey, that's a pretty nice dress you've got there'
h 'thanks :)'
m 'where d'you get it?'
h 'uh.. just some market'
m 'that's a pretty good market to be in then, haha' (mental facepalm here)

and i asked her number, she rejected that idea. i was
'that's alright then :)'
and went on talking about other things like no big deal (which really wasn't a big deal)

then subsequently, talked to her the next day, and then the next week. i tried her number again. she reluctantly gave me, which later that day i found out it was fake. of course i was pissed and felt dejected at the same time. but then again, it isn't her fault. i came on too strong.

so one day i passed her. i tried to give a warm 'hi' and walk away, she completely avoided eye contact and walked away. i mean, come on. srsly?

okay, i'm typing and typing and i have no idea where i'm going. screw this. this is the ending:

she ignores me, i'm thinking that probably tons of guys have tried to hit on her before (she's really that pretty, even the girl i mentioned in the previous post said so). i'm starting to feel like a stalker. so i'm taking what's left of my pride (only a tiny fraction hurt) and i'm moving on. end of story.

i'm feeling ultra-confident lately. the type where you can smile in all situations and be gentlemanly (i even smiled through an exam yesterday where i was getting screwed). i'm planning to talk to more strangers and making friends, date women, party more. i'm only young once.


i got a new pair of skates. aggressive skates. wee.


this semester, my class clique bonded really well. we're going out recently. clubbed on my b'day. and we're going for a friend's 21st today!


wushu
well, after stepping down, i feel more carefree. i am avoiding wushu as much as possible because i feel disappointed in certain people there. they are complaining this and that. guess they're what it's called the strawberry generation? whining over little things, abandoning responsibilities, etc. it's stupid. omg, just shut up and take it.


i'm really not motivated to type this post, so i'll abruptly end it here.

and also, i should get a theme change, should i continue blogging. maybe to a sophisticated one. because i am. hahaha