† -=Blood=- //\\// -=Rose=- †

adulthood is scary. the scary thoughts of an uncertain future. and i don't mean monster scary, they're responsibilities, datelines, assignments, finance, relationships and the like, all against the things you desire. as you learn that the real world is more complicated than you think, u begin to question your ability.

this thinking has caused me much worry. my inability to study and finish up my assignments will be the cause of my abysmal academic results. and then the poor academics will lead to smth else in life.

am i worrying too much? should i just be thinking 'do whatever the best u can now'.
i mean, they always say 'plan your life ahead' right? and if things don't go according to plan?

i wish life was simpler.
or it's really me thinking too much.
i scared stiff, i know i won't graduate with a good diploma, now with my already-ruined GPA. and now, i still can't get myself to concentrate on my report, which i should be doing now, instead of contemplating on life.

what should i do? :l