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went sch at 10-ish and helped suhui with her stuff which i forgot to put the form i collected for her in the clubhouse -.-

then joined my friends to study till we had class

i got 31/50 for the test we had on monday. my mcqs got all right! wow really i must have been that lucky. but it was only a couple which i wasn't very sure of, just looked at the similarities in the answers and chose the outstanding one.. haha liddat also can. and then i saw that my 'ture' (lecTUREr) didn't see one of my answers written and i joined the long queue to bargain for that one mark. hey it could mean Dist or A, or pass and fail!

and then we (wushu peeps duh) had training!
basics were fast but i was tired out pretty quickly, and i forgot to drink the red bull i bought and left in my bag. so i had it after basics.

dui lian time. we started out kinda shitty at first. my jump spin thing was.. disgusting. and then i switched to the newer pair and wow.. it came out pretty nicely. training for it was all fine, even the back crashes came out. i guess i really have to dodge it that way, cos i can't do it myself. smth to do with my mind being in the 'extreme' state.. kinda thing.

i even did btwists. there was certainly no fear left while doing the setup, but it was ugly as my leg was bent and stuff. but then again, it's a good start to making it awesome! i even admitted to coach that the landing wasn't controlled, even though it went into the supposed position. i sorta crashed into it.

as we were going for the second btwist, after the dodge roll thing, keith accidentally stabbed my wrist pretty hard. i guess we were in the excited state as we were doing it pretty fast. the wound is quite deep.. but it wasn't (and isn't) bleeding nor is it pain at all! even the alcohol swabbing part wasn't pain. the new wound that i got from my finger earlier on hurt even more than this! i guess he missed the veiny spot and just stabbed the skin. whew.. good aim, keith! :D
i kinda think the bruise that came with it hurts more than the wound itself. hmm kewl. maybe very little nerve endings there haha. but i'm a little afraid of wounds, not cos of the blood (i love blood, remember? sweet, sweet blood), but the worsening of it. like what if smth happened, and my wound RIPS open even larger?! OOOUUUCCCHHHH!! yeah, this is what i always think of wounds, esp. cuts.

and then after dressing of the wound, i enthusiastically went back to training with keith, whom now seem devastated, even though i told him it's alright cos it's accidental and stuff. lolol

i was even more enthusiastic than usual.. maybe cos smth special happened to me lol. i guess i'll admit i'm quite an attention seeker.. haha. anyway it would keep the training mood up, though it's a bit more one-sided then lol.

anyway after training we went clementi, they ate while i searched for this funky plaster thing coach eugene mentioned at fairprice. oh well don't have, i'll buy fadhil his drink..

and i don't think i wanna continue cos it's just boringboring. haha

see ya! open wounds! healll!!