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ugh... sometimes i wish my brain is like a computer: Programmable.

It seems now i'm just getting increasingly flawed- yes i know i'm not God, but.. more and more?

Like a hard disk my brain is, it is plagued with those viruses that are very difficult to delete, if not deletable.
These viruses come in the form of
Sloth
Lack of discipline
Bad habits like perpetual nail-biting
Distractable (like doing THIS)
Not motivated to study easily ):
the case where i do get motivated, it's only short-lived
thinking too much
an excessive amount of pride (that i'm still trying to squash, but i don't mean squash my own pride)
hurting people unintentionally physically and emotionally (i think?)
lack of seriousness at times
not being able to get my points over clearly
sooo many more (like now, i can't think properly)

and i'm playing with one of those brown beetles that fly into your room and crash into everything and finally crash land. it's such a friendly beetle! it's on my left pointer and it seems like it's sleeping.... aww
think i'll name it arthur
hi arthur! :D

ARGH DISTRACTED!
OKAY BEETLE, RIDE'S OVER! SCRAM!

:l

how i wish i could just reformat my brain and have all the right things installed in place. ):
fml